You're Given The Chance of Lifetime, You Stupid Cow!

[sweetprince]

I just wrote the worst paper of my entire life. I can't bring myself to edit it. I can't bring myself to do anything with it.

I walk through this school and all I see is that I'm not doing enough--I can't talk to my roommates because every single time I show the slightest inkling of being unhappy they think I'm going to jump out the window.

I'm always left here thinking what am I doing wrong? Why aren't I good at anything?

Lauren

Ach, they'll be so mad at me if they see me cry.

Comments

[riot-fox311.livejournal.com]

So I'm not nearly as Wisdomful as xtinethepirate, so I'll just stick with saying, she's totally right. And I don't even know much about you but from what I can tell you're pretty awesome, no matter how good your paper is (which, I'm sure it is not as bad as you think it is, because we are all harder on ourselves that we should be). I hope you feel better soon, and until then I will do the menacing dance of positive vibes. *nods* (Sorry, I suck at cheering up, but this is an honest effort, I swear.)So...yeah. *does the dance*

[riot-fox311.livejournal.com]

also- people being mad at you for crying=so not cool. Everyone needs to cry sometimes. (I myself had a mad snot fest earlier today, and it was very helpful). If you do cry, you can use my imaginary magic tissues to keep yourself from having a snot fest...*continues dancing*

[dark-reaction.livejournal.com]

They can't really deal with the fact that I have a clinical diagnosis of depression. They say it stresses them out--like hah, I'm not stressed out over it?

*the menacing dance of positive vibes is still pretty awesome*

[dark-reaction.livejournal.com]

I don't know, the menacing Dance of positive vibes was pretty successful.

[riot-fox311.livejournal.com]

Well, I'm glad. And, fuck your room mates. (Actually, that's probably a bad plan, but I think you got my drift...). *kisses* Schmoodles.

[dark-reaction.livejournal.com]

Oh man, yeah, fucking my homophobic (well one isn't homophobic she's just afraid of sex and I think the other one is secretly bi...so) room mates, god. Wouldn't that be fun.