You're Given The Chance of Lifetime, You Stupid Cow!

[sweetprince]

I just wrote the worst paper of my entire life. I can't bring myself to edit it. I can't bring myself to do anything with it.

I walk through this school and all I see is that I'm not doing enough--I can't talk to my roommates because every single time I show the slightest inkling of being unhappy they think I'm going to jump out the window.

I'm always left here thinking what am I doing wrong? Why aren't I good at anything?

Lauren

Ach, they'll be so mad at me if they see me cry.

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[dark-reaction.livejournal.com]

They can't really deal with the fact that I have a clinical diagnosis of depression. They say it stresses them out--like hah, I'm not stressed out over it?

*the menacing dance of positive vibes is still pretty awesome*