sweetprince | Entries tagged with only child with siblings

[	mood	\|	bored	]
[	music	\|	Major Tom (Coming Home)-Peter Schilling	]

So, this was Christmas and in only a few days I’ll be 18.

4…3…2…1
Earth below us, drifting, falling
Floating weightless
Calling calling home...

I suppose you guys have heard me say this a lot before, but I really want to be home. Right now, I just seem to drift about this house, solitary, wondering why my stepmom feels like she has to treat me like an outsider.

I defended her the other day to my asshole of a grandfather, and he said, “Yes, blame your dad, blame your dad for everything, the same way your mother did.” I have no idea where that came from.

I just know, this family is so fucked up. We seem intent on hurting each other as much as we can with harsh words and silence.

( so here’s to better times )

To whom it may concern . . .it’s just another night on the other side-Mott the Hoople

[	mood	\|	amused	]
[	music	\|	Lillian-Depeche Mode	]

Haven't updated in a awhile. Saw Depeche Mode on Friday, it was BRILLIANT. David Gahan was so GOOD. Then took Xochitl and Sergio around San Francisco (ie the Castro and the Haight), and that was fun. I bought that David Bowie shirt I've been jonesing for.

Sunday I got my UC apps in, now off to do the rest. Whew. Tuesday evening saw new Harry Potter, it was actually really good. I'm saying this inspite of myself you should know. Most of the other movies haven't escaped my wrath. As of yesterday I'm in Connecticut and my knee hurts alot. Aidan's been fun to hang out with and it's interesting to see Aunt Joan's side of the family again. They're nice. Basically I've been spending thanksgiving listening to synth pop beats, watching Lord of the Rings, and anticipating good food.

to whom it may concern . . .PICTURES to come.

Full Frontal Nerdity

Grandpa, put that sword away!

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