Why do I suck at life?

[sweetprince]

There are finally, FINALLY, leaves on the trees out here. Well, that is to say, one tree at the master's house. I'm not sure I can do four more years of this. Especially since I always feel so marginilized here. And I know you guys think it's a tired argument from me, but I cannot escape the feeling that I'm entirely worthless.

I can't even write. *drops head*

I'm going to go nap now and hope that...the day looks better upon waking up. Un-fucking-likely, as it never ceases to rain.