All these things I'll never say

[sweetprince]

This fanmix is about all the things that Sam and Dean can never say to each other because they're boys and their relationship doesn't work that way. There's a lot of subtext between the two whether or not you believe wincest is cannon. It alternates between both of their POVs, and deals with their attraction to each other despite being brothers, Sam's leaving for Stanford, Dean's reaction, and what it's like to be back together again after so long.








1. Gimme A Bullet - AC/DC
Gimme a bullet to bite on
Something to chew
Gimme a bullet to bite on
And I'll make believe
I'll make believe it's you

2. Trees – Lovehammers
I don't wanna go through this life
Without you by my side
And I have got it all worked out
In my head
Here's how it's got to be

3. Ride – Cary Brothers
You are everything I wanted
The scars of all I’ll ever know
If I told you you were right
Would you take my hand tonight?

4. Following – Chungking
Where you'll be,
I hope you think of me,
Even though you say to yourself
I won't be following

5. Open Your Eyes – Snow Patrol
Get up, get out, get away from these liars
Cos they don't get your soul or your fire
Take my hand, knot your fingers through mine
And we'll walk from this dark room for the last time

6. Maybe Someday – The Cure
I've got to let it go and leave it gone
just walk away, stop it going on
get too scared to jump if i wait too long
but maybe someday...

7. Here With Me – Dido
And I won't go
I won't sleep
I can't breathe
Until you're resting here with me

8. Sewn – The Feeling
Cos you got my heart in a headlock
You stopped the blood and made my head soft
And god knows
You got me sewn

9. Analogue – a-ha
Lay down your senseless pride
You traveled once too often, yeah
I tell you right now
All I want you to know; I love you

10. Scream – IMA Robot
Pathetic religion of sex and cryin'
I nailed the door shut to leave you blind
I nailed the door shut for peace of mind
You were the best love I ever had
You hit me high, you hit me low

11. Read My Mind – The Killers
It’s funny how you just break down
waitin' on some sign
I pull up to the front of your driveway
with magic soakin' my spine

12. Shh – Frou Frou
Leave it, I won't go back
We have to do it cos there's nothing left here
Don't care what do they know
I've seen it baby and I know it's real

13. Science of Silence – Richard Ashcroft
But I'm safe when you're here with me
These questions I'm asking, they've been haunting me
I need some security, can't you see?

***

Enjoy, everyone.

Comments

[vaeltaa.livejournal.com]

This looks great, love the cover art. Snagging the songs! :D

[dark-reaction.livejournal.com]

You have no idea how happy it makes me to hear you saying you like the cover art. I hope you enjoy the songs because they're definitely some of my favorites.

[dea-liberty.livejournal.com]

The mix looks GREAT! And I adore the cover art!

[dark-reaction.livejournal.com]

Yay, I'm glad to hear that you don't find my taste in music objectionable. And about the cover art, thank you, it's definitely one of my better moments. I think in this battle against PSP I might actually have won.

[stir-of-echoes.livejournal.com]

There's two on there that I have in a folder marked *future vids*

:)

[dark-reaction.livejournal.com]

Ooh, which ones? Do tell so that I can look forward to them.

[stir-of-echoes.livejournal.com]

Open Your Eyes-Snow Patrol

Sewn-The Feeling

:)

[dark-reaction.livejournal.com]

"Open Your Eyes" fits Sam and Dean so well it makes my heart break, actually I think it fits J-2 as well. I was kind of like, ah, of course it would be that. Anyway, I'll keep my eyes peeled for these future vids (now you know you gotta do them).

[sharpscissors.livejournal.com]

Oh, love the cover art and the song selection. Snagging! Thanks so much!!

[dark-reaction.livejournal.com]

Glad to hear that you like it. I hope you put the songs to good use (whenever I listen to them I get reduced to primordial soup--I'm pretty sure this does not count as good use).

Also, awesome icon.

[sharpscissors.livejournal.com]

Thanks!! And I'm listening to the mix right now, and it rocks my socks. Seriously, they're grooving.

[dark-reaction.livejournal.com]

Hah, I'm so glad you think so.

[la-folle-allure.livejournal.com]

ANALOGUE! *downloads* :D:D:D:D:D

[dark-reaction.livejournal.com]

Yes, Analogue is the best thing ever! What other a-ha song would fit? I mean, really? "Holy Ground"? I guess "Summer Moved On" would kind of work. But Analogue is really darling and it just feels like Dean to me.

[ilovesn.livejournal.com]

MUSIC????

Now i must kill you *giggles*

Will take

thanks LOTS :D

[dark-reaction.livejournal.com]

Why would you kill me?

[ilovesn.livejournal.com]

There's no ZIP

*dies*

I love ya you know that

LOTS and LOTS and LOTS

*holds you close*

[dark-reaction.livejournal.com]

Well, what if someone doesn't want all the files? I know that happens to me with fanmixes. That's why I did it this way.

[mytigerhobbes.livejournal.com]

dido brings back roswell memz DX

[dark-reaction.livejournal.com]

I never really watched Roswell, so I'll have to take your word on it.

[mytigerhobbes.livejournal.com]

ah :( "here with me" was the theme song :( :(
it's funny how nostalgia is never happy (for me)

[dark-reaction.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry, I don't at all mind nostalgia. *goes and gives you a hug*

[gillianinoz.livejournal.com]

Hi, thanks for these - I only know a few of them - looking forward to hearing the rest. :-)

[dark-reaction.livejournal.com]

You're welcome for them. I hope you see what I see in them.

[aeroport_art.livejournal.com]

"Scream"'s one of my favoritest songs *__* Nice mix!

[dark-reaction.livejournal.com]

You know IMA robot? OMG, that's totally awesome. Usually when I'm all, "listen to IMA robot", they're like "what you talkin' bout foo!"

[kyuubikitsune.livejournal.com]

The art is awesome. The mix looks very promising as well, I am so excited about it! Seeing this post was one of the nicer things to come home too. This fandom definitely gathered most talented people out there. Thank you!

[dark-reaction.livejournal.com]

Thank you. That means a lot to me. I hope you enjoy it.

[ingkir.livejournal.com]

Pretty pretty cover art, awesome songs (and separate downloads, even more awesome).
Downloading now. Thanks so much :)

[dark-reaction.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I'm a big fan of separate downloads, although ilovesn was just abusing me for it. I hope you enjoy them.

[jfc013.livejournal.com]

*snicking some music* Thank you!

[dark-reaction.livejournal.com]

Hope you enjoy.