I wish you guys would just believe me...

[sweetprince]

I have a complete inability to do anything difficult. I mean, seriously. I don't work hard for my classes or to lose weight or basically anything. I have dreams and goals but no ambition. I would go so far as to say that I have absolutely no drive.

God damn it.

On a different note, anybody up to co-write an SPN fic with me? I'm sincerely struggling.

ETA: apparently I also cannot type.

Comments

[merry-gentry.livejournal.com]

I completely understand! I feel like that as well - but we love you! *snuggles* Hope you feel better about stuff soon.

I would help write - but I have a complete inability to write fanfiction. Seriously. Good luck though! xxx

[dark-reaction.livejournal.com]

Oh the places we'll go with our complete inability. *sighs*

But thank you for the love.

[molotov-bitch.livejournal.com]

I'm like that too. I think it's the fact that everything is so convenient these days, and convenience is the driving force for a lot of stuff, that people don't really understand what it is to have to work for anything anymore because they do it less and less.

[dark-reaction.livejournal.com]

Oh man, that's depressing.

[ilovesn.livejournal.com]

Need Help?

:D

[dark-reaction.livejournal.com]

Yes, I need a brain to be exact.

[ilovesn.livejournal.com]

I think i have one of those :D

Would you like to borrow it?

[dark-reaction.livejournal.com]

that might get a little messy.

[riot-fox311.livejournal.com]

Don't be sad! We love you. And we all feel that way sometimes. I'm sure things will look up soon. :) *does the dance the name of which she can't remember but has something to do with happy vibes* Oh yeah...lol. Feel better!

[dark-reaction.livejournal.com]

You forgot the name of the menacing dance of positive vibes? You heretic. I don't think I can forgive you.

[riot-fox311.livejournal.com]

Noooooo! Don't hate me. I was doing Chemistry (MORE of it) at the time, my brain was fried. I Remember now, even without you telling me. *Cries*

[dark-reaction.livejournal.com]

I could never hate you, unless you blinded me, then I would be pretty pissed, because who's ever heard of a blind director?

[izzardwizzard.livejournal.com]

You've verbalized exactly what I try to hide from myself all the time. Here on the cusp of the dissertation I realize that not only do I not have anything to say, but that I really don't care. Scary.

But...I will write something and get it done, and you will do what you need to do in the end. Being self-aware is always a step in the right direction.

So hold fast!

[dark-reaction.livejournal.com]

It's so scary. But I don't think it's that I don't care, I just find ways of never doing things that are difficult, and maybe that's because I don't care, but eh. I have no idea. All I know is I'm insanely lazy.

I shall hold fast, Wyn. I promise.

[kyuubikitsune.livejournal.com]

You do get things done though. You write beautiful fiction, and you go to a great school, and i am sure you do well with your studies. Having no ambition is not such a bad thing, really. Ambition turns people in to jerks anyways. Just stay true to yourself, and life will sort everything out in it's own time, and you will achieve all your goals, and all of your dreams will come true. For now, try not to be so hard on yourself, and just have as mush fun as possible.

[dark-reaction.livejournal.com]

How is it that you're so good at giving advice, because I also have a complete inability to do that *laughs*. Anyway, thank you darling. I just I did my best rather than my obviously not best.

Lauren