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sweetprinceI noticed that there weren't a lot of fanmixes that dealt with the boys' childhood, so I said, "ahah, time to be original, Lauren!" (although it might be that I'm desperately procrastinating from work) and I got up off my ass and created one. This mix of tracks is all about their thoughts of the future, about dreams and fears and each other, until reality finally sets in with it's crushing truth: Sam will not stay, Dean will not go with him.
1. “Heroes” – David Bowie Dean
Though nothing
Will drive them away
We can be Heroes
Just for one day
We can be us
Just for one day
2. When I Grow Up – Garbage Sam
When I grow up
I'll be stable
When I grow up
I'll turn the tables
3. I Know Your Name – Jeff Hanson Dean
And I hope that you have them:
A thousand dreams that keep you up nights,
And don’t forget that voice that’s with you,
Telling all it’ll be all right
4. Chip Off The Block – Ima Robot Sam
we saw our names in the lights
chasing dragons through echo park
raising hell on a quiet afternoon
sandbox heroes, we lonely fools
5. You Get What You Give – New Radicals Dean
First we run and then we laugh till we cry
But when the night is falling
And you cannot find the light
If you feel your dream is dying
Hold tight
You've got the music in you
6. Where the Streets Have No Name – U2 Sam
I want to run
I want to hide
I want to tear down the walls
That hold me inside
I want to reach out
And touch the flame
Where the streets have no name
7. Street Fighting Man – The Rolling Stones Dean
Hey! said my name is called disturbance
I'll shout and scream, I'll kill the king, I'll rail at all his servants
Well, what can a poor boy do
Except to sing for a rock n roll band?
8. Sin Sin Sin – Robbie Williams Sam
Don't let your eyes tell the brain
You should feel ashamed
Everyone needs it baby
And I feel the same
9. Send Me An Angel – Scorpions Dean
Just believe in yourself
Hear this voice from deep inside
It's the call of your heart
Close your eyes and you will find
The passage out of the dark
10. And Darling – Tegan and Sara Both
You slip your hands inside my pockets
Tell me nothing else would do
Without me you can't live and
You slip your heart into my chest
11. Temptation – New Order Sam
Each way I turn, I know I'll always try
To break this circle that's been placed around me
From time to time, I find I've lost some need
That was urgent to myself, I do believe
12. Casualty – Marty Casey and the Lovehammers Dean
No time to wait and see,
I live this life for me.
Rise and fall,
Climb the Walls
Won't stop till I have it all.
Persistence.
Resistance.
One man can make a difference
13. Who Knew – Pink Dean
If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong
I know better
Cause you said forever
And ever
Who knew
14. My Back Door – Melissa Etheridge Sam
I believed in the stars
I knew they cast a spell that I was under
With my fingers in the dirt
I was part of the earth
Every living thing was part of me
But it's gone, it's gone
It's gone, it's gone, gone
I can't feel it
I can't feel it
Must've found a way out my back door
*
Enjoy, darlings.
1. “Heroes” – David Bowie Dean
Though nothing
Will drive them away
We can be Heroes
Just for one day
We can be us
Just for one day
2. When I Grow Up – Garbage Sam
When I grow up
I'll be stable
When I grow up
I'll turn the tables
3. I Know Your Name – Jeff Hanson Dean
And I hope that you have them:
A thousand dreams that keep you up nights,
And don’t forget that voice that’s with you,
Telling all it’ll be all right
4. Chip Off The Block – Ima Robot Sam
we saw our names in the lights
chasing dragons through echo park
raising hell on a quiet afternoon
sandbox heroes, we lonely fools
5. You Get What You Give – New Radicals Dean
First we run and then we laugh till we cry
But when the night is falling
And you cannot find the light
If you feel your dream is dying
Hold tight
You've got the music in you
6. Where the Streets Have No Name – U2 Sam
I want to run
I want to hide
I want to tear down the walls
That hold me inside
I want to reach out
And touch the flame
Where the streets have no name
7. Street Fighting Man – The Rolling Stones Dean
Hey! said my name is called disturbance
I'll shout and scream, I'll kill the king, I'll rail at all his servants
Well, what can a poor boy do
Except to sing for a rock n roll band?
8. Sin Sin Sin – Robbie Williams Sam
Don't let your eyes tell the brain
You should feel ashamed
Everyone needs it baby
And I feel the same
9. Send Me An Angel – Scorpions Dean
Just believe in yourself
Hear this voice from deep inside
It's the call of your heart
Close your eyes and you will find
The passage out of the dark
10. And Darling – Tegan and Sara Both
You slip your hands inside my pockets
Tell me nothing else would do
Without me you can't live and
You slip your heart into my chest
11. Temptation – New Order Sam
Each way I turn, I know I'll always try
To break this circle that's been placed around me
From time to time, I find I've lost some need
That was urgent to myself, I do believe
12. Casualty – Marty Casey and the Lovehammers Dean
No time to wait and see,
I live this life for me.
Rise and fall,
Climb the Walls
Won't stop till I have it all.
Persistence.
Resistance.
One man can make a difference
13. Who Knew – Pink Dean
If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong
I know better
Cause you said forever
And ever
Who knew
14. My Back Door – Melissa Etheridge Sam
I believed in the stars
I knew they cast a spell that I was under
With my fingers in the dirt
I was part of the earth
Every living thing was part of me
But it's gone, it's gone
It's gone, it's gone, gone
I can't feel it
I can't feel it
Must've found a way out my back door
*
Enjoy, darlings.
