The wrong kind of right or the right kind of wrong? I am confused

[sweetprince]

Ahah! You know that paper I wrote for my class that I swore to you was the worst piece of writing I had ever signed my name on? And all of you people chimed in saying "it couldn't be that bad" (which I am very grateful for and somewhat surprised by your unending faith in me)?

Well I was vindicated! I got a C- on it, the worst grade I have ever recieved on something I wrote EVAR! *does a little dance* Yeah, um, clearly I shouldn't be so happy that it was such an awful paper and I'm probably going to fail the class now, BUT I AM. I don't know why.

Joy. No seriously. I am not being sarcastic. I think there was something liberating about that. Although now I'm quite sure my TA thinks I lack a brain. Well...that might be a little harsh. Maybe he only thinks I lack a functioning brain.

Also, if I made you a mix (xtinethepirate, brokenbacktango, bananafish THIS MEANS YOU!), you are supposed to give me feedback on it. I would very much like to know what songs you actually enjoyed.

Oki? Oki. Caity says I'm just grumpy because I'm on the rag. She's probably right.

Comments

[brokenbacktango.livejournal.com]

*salutes* Aye aye! Sorry for the lateness, I admit to dragging my feet a bit.

I know how you feel about your grade. Feeling vindicated about a bad assessment is a weird thing indeed, but something I've felt before. A lot. I could go into why I think that is, but that's a discussion better left on a couch in the psychiatrist's office :)

[dark-reaction.livejournal.com]

Worry not, I only drag out the guns on very special occasions.

Yeah, it is totally bizarre, I don't understand myself at all.

[kyuubikitsune.livejournal.com]

Hey, it might be the worst grade that you ever received, but it's not the worst grade ever. Could be worse, right? Will you really fail your class because of it? I hope not.

But if your mood is better, i suppose something good came out of it after all. I am glad you are looking at the whole paper thing with lighter attitude.

[dark-reaction.livejournal.com]

Eh, I think the only one who truly cares about this whole thing now is my Dad, and maybe my TA, who has decided I'm fucking retarded (which is not that far from the truth).

[kyuubikitsune.livejournal.com]

My God, don't say stuff like that about yourself! If your TA is thinking something of that sort, then it makes him retarded. Don't worry about him.

[dark-reaction.livejournal.com]

You're like the best confidence booster ever. No seriously. I am retarded, today I went to go sit on the toilet and I totally fell off, I was like "Jesus Christ, woman! How many years you been doin' this going to the bathroom business? And you can't sit on the toilet?"

Boy.

[kyuubikitsune.livejournal.com]

I am glad to be of any help. And the toilet thing - happened to me more times then i care to remember. Especially early in the morning before coffee kicks in. Totally normal. But i am clumsy as hell, so maybe it's not so normal. But definitely not retarded. *Grins*

[dark-reaction.livejournal.com]

You just won't let me win, will you?

[kyuubikitsune.livejournal.com]

Nope! No way! You better off agreeing with me on this one. Sorry! *Laughs*

[dark-reaction.livejournal.com]

*huffs* oh, all right.

[kyuubikitsune.livejournal.com]

Happy to hear that. No, really.