Wow, this was an awesome story.
I love the use of the cocktails to portray thoughts and emotions, although I kinda felt sorry for Jared having to drink them all.
I'm so glad Jared finally left his wife for Jensen, or even not FOR Jensen but just because he wasn't happy and it wasn't fair.
I love that last line, it's so true that it's about time Jensen got to be happy, from the sounds of it he's been used a lot in his life, it's about time he was worshiped a little.
A brilliant fic, I totally loved it. :D